613 sadnesses, each perfectly unique, each a singular emotion, no more similar
to any other sadness than to anger, ecstasy, guilt, or frustration. Mirror Sadness.
Sadness of Domesticated Birds. Sadness of Being Sad in front of One’s Parent. Humor Sadness.
Sadness of Love Without Release.

She was like a drowning person, flailing, reaching for anything that might save her.
Her life was an urgent, desperate struggle to justify her life.